i’ve tried everything...
-caffeine
-television
-loud music
-exercise
-freaking out about the future
-worrying about career
-regretting the past
nothing works. just can’t seem to do the sleep thing tonight:
“paranoid, you have no idea.
listen to all the voices and tell me what you hear. is it right or wrong just to sit and wait? you push your body to the knife but it feels as if you hesitate.
gotta get away lover, just a place to crawl away. is this a love or just a fear? what if there were traces shots of different faces follow me...
i keep you close enough to know that i am never alone. i disappear within the night though i act as if i'm coming home. are we just creatures of the night running to the light? so what if it turns us on? is it right or wrong?
is it right or wrong?
gotta get away...
love is a word we abuse with the things we say. time keeps a changing the rules to the games we play. dreams that awaken the fear that we're left in doubt. tears that come rolling and rolling and rolling down...
you wanted it all
you wanted it all
what keeps me broken in this world?
...if i fall asleep tonight will it all remain the same?”
"Fear of Sleep" by The Magic Numbers from Undecided EP
